Friday, May 27, 2005
It ended. Or it shud hav long ago. But it was until now that i m realli determined to end it, though my heart is bleeding. I shud never have harboured any hopes. I juz feel dat my past actions were quite foolish.
Todae i went out wif 'Mrs Tan' and Clar Clar. At 1st we wanted to go out wif Jin Hong and company, but their destination was too far. Along da way i muz hav acted realli clumsily.
The choir buffet was held todae. Most of da choir ppl went for da meal. Saw many choir ppl. Realli missed them, but din realli tok to a lot of them. Dat was b'coz i realli dun hav mood todae.
Din go for choir prac.
When i reached home, nobody was at home (Mum+Gmama went to da Expo for sum Food Fair). Played Harvest Moon(?) for 3h den switched on da com n blasted music at myself. I fyl much betta now lar. Thx cheryl 4 being concerned!
Junked on a lot of food mum bought back from d Expo.
So sian. Cheryl is neba online.
Found another nice song called 'Teens' by Maaya! It seemed dat i hav this song 4 a long time but i neba noticed it. Haven found da translation, but it is realli nice. N it fyls good to sing(?).
One last thing. I bought a long marker for spinning^^(actually, it was to use da 5 cent coin in my wallet).
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:43 PM