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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Hey! I'm really a rock..

Today i started to exfoliate.. coz OGL camp shai too much.. Mr. Lee must b very glad of me.. i apply what i was taught.. but after alot of considerations, i began to have second thoughts on whether to change my combinations.. i may not replace Econs with Geog afterall.. still considering but.. for indecisive me.. it's gonna take some time..

Today i finally did my part of the presentation for my PW project.. at first we wanted to meet up during the weekends but we all have too many committments so no time.. now i'm just worried whether we would have enough time to do or whether it will seem slip-shot..

Haha.. abit happy today.. coz for Physics test.. i PASSED!! (thou not with flying colours) 22/40!! So proud of myself.. seriously this test is SUPER easy, i could sense, budden i so lousy so this grade is good.. Summore today's mass dance we're released at 7! That's really early! I guess SCIP ppl also has to study, ne?

Today afternoon i went to the HUB to do my PW.. met Huiting there.. so funny lorr.. she saw me when she was reading her blog and i was reading hers.. then after her frens had to leave she camr to sit with me.. But both of us were so bored we din noe what to do and we did nth much and so we became more bored.. in the end we ended up doing quizzes.. haha our results are quite different though..

Hai.. this month i exceed my handphone bill alot..
Outgoing Calls-41min 54 sec (phew! din exceed)
BUT
Total SMS-724Msg (!)

So after deducting the 'free' sms, i exceeded 224 sms! Opps! My dad is really angry.. this month must really jie zhi.. So please dun tink i dao you or anything if i din reply.. I REALLY CAN'T!

Ok I really can't do redox reaction, smth that seemed so natural to me in secondary school.. i really must read up alot more..

WHY IS THERE ONLY 24h A DAY?!

And friends, please do not feel sad for whatever reasons you have.. look on the positive side.. there're still ppl around you who care for you..

These few day i feel really tired.. no mood to have lessons.. so better go le.. must study chem then sleep.. so cya!

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:39 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Today i came across this photo in Jibin's Blog:

This is just a normal day for 4e4 in ZHSS in year 2005, we're having geog lessons.. i dunno how she got this picture.. she din even take face, only our backs, but when i saw this, i cried..

Do you noe i m that kind of person easily touched by small little things like this?

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

1:50 PM

Yo! Charcoal comes to blog (:

Ytd we had our OGL camp.. everyone had quite alot of fun.. haha shAUn v ke xi 4 uu quit le..

In the morning i miscalculated the time and i reached Bedok at 7.30am.. so i din noe what to do.. at 1st wan to go to the comic shop near the 7-11 budden it's not open so early~ So early in the morning i bought milk (again!) and sat on the chair in front of 7-11 to drink.. hey it's amazing dat smth 200ml i can drink for 30 min! At 8am i decided to walk into school.. met Joann and we sat tgt at the marquee area waiting 4 the camp to start.. There we saw alot of really enthu Sub Com members mass dancing.. really good! I will neba reach that standard.. :(

At approximately 8.40, most ppl assembled there, and the OGL camp officially started! The Exco of the 2nd o started to brief us on what we are supposed to do for the camp and till before the 2nd o. Then we are broken into groups to try out the games.. the groups were according to house and CGs(phew!!) and each group is assigned 1-2 Exco/Sub Com members.. and YAY!! We got SAM!! He's quite a nice person :)

The 1st activity of the day was to think of cheers (how fun!). Ppl really put hearts into the thinking of cheers, and we invented some neat new cheers (just that i always could not remember that words..).. but i really like other clan/house cheers! Esp the delta and gamma cheers! Delta's creativity of changing their 'fever' cheer into hokkien version really amazed me! I dun really undersatnd alot of hokkien but i could at least understand 'buey tahan!'

The 1st few games were dry games.. although some of them were quite common, we certainly had fun! Sorry not supposed to say what the game are.. Alot of weird weird game names.. hey hey! Future OGMs look out for the spegatti game!

During the lunch break, all the Zenith OGLs planned ate tgt.. but in the end we split into 2 grps: 1 eating at LJS and 1 grp at Mac.. I joined Yuan Jing and her friend An and ate at LJS.. Hai.. really really no $ le..

Then the wet games! Only during wet games did i realise there are 4 'yan's among the Alpha OGLs! Haha.. i belong to that family too.. Haha.. some wet games were not only wet but dirty.. i had flour in my whole face too! I was not reallt wet thou.. I have a feeling that wet games are not wet enough.. But i really hope all the OGMs would actively participate.. coz that's what an Orientation is 4.. I kept having the feeling that Alpha Warriors are always more shy and reserved, even during games, but i could see ppl's glowing expressions when they played the games! What is important in this whole process is that everyone has fun and will bond in the process..

So in the evening (actually night larr) the Zenith OGLs gathered to choose a new Clan Leader from the OGLs to lead us.. But it was really a tough decision to make.. I feel that in my heart, nobody can really replace Ben Tay.. the fatigue king of Zenith.. All the candidates had their good and bad points, and after the 1st round of voting 2 ppl stood out.. sry cannot mention name.. but they each had part of the quality that we all looked 4 and not all.. so a tough and cruel choice was made between the two and the new clan leader is out.. but i really really hope he treasures this chance to improve.. if not Zenith will face some tough moments.. ESPECIALLY when all the rest of the new clan leaders are so good and powerful and most importantly, hungry to win..

I really miss the 1st orientation, when i was just a shy girl in a entirely new surroundings.. but the OGLs and ppl of the school really made me feel welcomed.. and i hope i can contribute a small part to make the 2nd o a success!

Although in the 2nd orientation we might have a v v v v v v v big disadvantage (opps!) As long as all the Alpha warriors unite, we can still RULE over other clans! Ignore what others may say, as long as we believe in each other, we will still have immense fun!

I want to see the new videos they shot for 2nd o.. i wonder what the new plot is like.. i want to noe what will really 'happen' to Ben Tay.. how he will b 'killed' by the new clan leader.. but.. NO! I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE!!

Today it's really fun.. how i wish that the photos that Zhi Zhan took would be up to download soon..

Really cham ar.. Now i've really became charcoal.. so black! Even when i touch my neck i can feel pain.. :( 1/2 lost my voice too.. now my singing range has been reduced by 1/2.. so today i drank alot of 'cooling' things.. one of which is GREEN BEAN SOUP.. i hate it! But.. it's all for my own good.. so bo bian..

Hai~ the bao ying of only attending 1 mass dance prac is i cannot dance at all!! I 4got how to do the running man le!! Cham ar! Must practice the dances everyday!! So if there's nth to do b4 choir on mon, i must go 4 mass dance prac!

So in conclusion.. I LOVE ZENITH!! I LOVE ALPHA!! pls pls pls pls dun change my house.. AND PLS let me stay in tj!!!

--The above is a brave girl's confession of her love to her dream school, Temasek JC and her longingness to be part of the tjc family..

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:26 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Ha! Today's tests are a BREEZE! Now i'm quite certain i'll FAIL with FLYING COLOURS! Ha!

Today's lessons are a bore.. in the last 2 periods i was really counting down every minute.. Luckily Mr Iskanda (dunno how to spell) released all of us early due to all of us giving him all the 'going to die' looks..

Ytd when i was not around, the ogls learnt all 6 mass dances! Omg! I can't imagine how late they reached home! Especially us NEL ppl! Well.. today i can blog at this time mostly because today's mass dance session was cancelled due to the SCIP ppl having their mass dance test today.. but looking at how they did that day, i'm quite sure they'll all pass, but i just want to wish them GOOD LUCK!

I really want to meet cheryl soon.. i wonder how she's going with her diet? has she grown fatter? i doubt so..

Sianz.. today too sian le.. so nth interesting to blog about too.. shall post a few of my favourate avatars here.. erm all these are not done by me but i 4got where i got them from..

Kyoru Rules!! Absolutely made 4 each other!!

Please stay with him!!

Kawaii ne!

This one emits a different feeling.. but i really like it v much!

Tai Shuai Le!!

Enuf of crapping le.. bb~

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:39 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

HAI!
Can't believe 'guai guai' yy actually PON SCHOOL today..
But i'm far too tired to go to school..

With the upcoming Chem, Phy and Maths tests coming up, i feel immense pressure. Why? Because i understand nothing taught by the lecturers and sometimes the tutor too.. and i STILL want to take these subjects after 1st 2 mths.. As 4 Econs, i've decided to drop it.. but by doing so, i m closing my pathway to doing business-related courses. But anyway it was never my intention to take it. Most probably i'll replace it with Geog.. but i haben seen the H2 Geog notes yet.. hmm.. hope it'll b more managable.

WOW! Being an OGL is tiring!
Ytd i had mass dance practice to learn mass dances before O2 so that i could teach my peers.. The dance steps were taught by reallyy enthu SCIP members and i must say they did a good job! Ltr some SC members passed by and suddenly, we changed our 'teachers'.. but i must say they all dance v v v well! But the pace they teach is abit too fast 4 me (perhaps because i always take longer to apprehand things), and i was struggling. For Dhoom i partnered Shuan.. his dance steps are so funny! Lol.. never seen a person dance worse than me! But it's not rite to laugh at another person, ne? But I can c that he really tries v v v v v v v v v v v v v v hard to learn.. But i guess another reason he cannot catch it fast is that his partner is so lousy :( And I tot ht's CO and at 7.30pm den i ask her to wait 4 me den we go home tgt.. but in the end CO ended at 6.30 den OGL dance practice ended at 8.00! So she actually waited 1.5h 4 me! So nice of her!
-Btw ytd i learned (but shud have mastered) Dhoom Dhoom and Let's Get It Started (a.k.a Retarded). Today i was supposed to learn Heartsdales (v v v v v v v v v hard! >.<) and BSB i tink

ARG!! NO TIME TO GO OUT!! I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO BUY!!

Who can save me?! I dun understand Maths and Phy AT ALL!!
Perhaps someday i really need tution..

[Looking 4ward to OGL camp]

Signing off..

(P.S When can my computer recover? It's 'ill' 4 so long le! Perhaps the 'doctor' is too lousy le..)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:07 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

Haha.. now in the HUB in tj.. actually it's PW now.. but now the whole class here.. and i m blogging in the name of research.. so guai..

Hai.. beside me there's a really hardworking senior that's currently doing research and typing 4 her project.. she type so fast lorr.. it's embarassing to sit beside her.

Ok i shall stop here..

(p.s. Huiting uu also so guai. Also in hub during lesson time.)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:57 AM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
1. Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.
2. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
3. No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
4. You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
5. You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

A New Plant
This test indicates your attitudes towards your parents:
You feel grateful to your parents for bringing you up and making you a nice person.

Peeking Through a Hole
Here is the analysis:
You want to know everything about the one you like.

What's in the picture?
Here is the analysis:
The most important thing in your life is a friendly mind.
The type of friends that you want is understanding and sensible.

Who's Your Type?
Here is the analysis:The one you find attractive has the nature of a leader, and he/she can be rather self-centered.

How to tell someone that you love them?
FACE-TO-FACE
Just go to see him or her and let he/she know how you feel, straight from the heart. That would be okay for a brave one like you.

A present for your friend
Here is the analysis:
You tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

By stating what kind of gift you would give to a good friend, you are actually revealing how you relate to others. However, it doesn't really matter what you give someone - it's the thought that counts. If you care enough to give something, your friend will get the message. The dual acts of giving and receiving are, together, one of the finest pleasures and one of the best forms of communication that friends share.

Love Test
Here is the analysis:
When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 75% to your relationship and expect to receive 25% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often, seeing them just once in a while is okay.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

What's on your mind?
Here is the analysis:You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

If your birthday is on the 4th day of the month:
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.
Your Love
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

The Animal Test
Here is the analysis:
-A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is obedient and warm.
-In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being patient. Never giving up on you is important.
-The impression you'd like to give to your lover is optimistic.
-One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
-The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is a traditional one, where you communicate with your hearts.
-Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
-About marriage, you think marriage is a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure your partner very much.
-About love, at this moment, you think of love as a commitment for both parties.

Haiya.. too bored liao.. den did all these quizzes

try this too! Make this into a sentence:
is is not not not is not is is is is not is not is it not

Ans: Is is not not. Not is not is. Is is is. Not is not. Is it not?

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:11 PM

Hmm.. i did something i considered supernatural..
I SLEPT 14h+ YTD!!
It was liddet:
Ytd i when i returned home i started sms-ing ppl.. but when i was comfortably lying on the bed after bathing.. i fell asleep at 5+.. den only woke up when my stomach grumbled at 7+! But truth is i din really wake up totally.. only at ard 8 den i xia ding jue xin wake up.. so after 2 days of slacking i have:
3 days of newspaper to read
3 tests next week->lots of revision and catching up to do
1 big pile of hmwk
--Not going to survive it thru today--:(

Mon got OGL meeting at 3.15 at LT3 i suppose.. but i wonder what they'll do.. just plain briefing? or mass dance training? Looking forward to 2nd 'o' thou.. i hope it's fun.

Ytd's road run was ok.. we started grumplily coz Alpha got the place on the grandstand that's UNDER THE SUN!! Summore in the morning the sun's directly shining on us! Esp when your neighbours got shelter+chairs+fan-emitting-H2O.. Dat seriously dampen's our mood to cheer for our house.. many ppl from Alpha pon too.. which contributes to the softness of the cheers too.. In the end, Delta won the cheer competition.. But i agree with the results.. Deltans (wonder if it's correct) really put in alot of effort in their cheering.. always stay back to practice cheer b4 road run.. den got prepare props too (1 good example is a blue(?) dino-costumed guy in front of delta *must b hot in a costume under the sun*).. den summore they cheer quite loudly..even when alpha and delta are the furthest away still can hear their cheers (surprisingly not drown by beta's screams of 'y are we so pro?').. so they deserved it.. but i guess there are some really pro long distance runners in Alpha.. we won quite alot of awards.. So for the intrahouse gathering soon (i 4got the date..), which the theme is food, they are going to pump in more $.. yay! the theme is banana and chocolate/caramel.. so it's going to b a really fun and interesing day!! In the end i got tanner (?) today.. :(

Ytd i also went to pei yan jing.. i really got shan guang and it's quite serious i suppose.. left eye smth like 100 and right eye 25.. seriously i dunno what the numbers mean but 100 sounds so much >25.. but i had a really hard time choosing the specs coz i tink all looked bad on me! so in the end i chose a maroon red 1 (i tink so ba..).. hope i dun look too weird..

Tada~ My winamp player!

Nice rite? Back to the times i played Harvest Moon.. Anyway this had been my playlist 4 very long le.. sian liao.. hope i can find some new songs..

Enuf of crapping le.. got to do research on Dragonboat le.. bb~

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

1:31 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

Yay! while surfing the net(as usual) for interesting things.. i came across this:

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You like standing out and making sure that people know your mind.
What does your handwriting say about YOU?

Tot it was rather interesting.. though the handwriting cannot jian ren..

Die larr!! My eyesight is deteriorating!! I tot these few days coz i din really sleep enough my eyes were tired.. but today it suddenly shocked me when after choir i was sitting at the 24 bus-stop that i could not c the words on a large sign that wrote 'BEDOK smth(cannot c larr)'! Den i tried to look at the nearing bus and i actually took '31' as '57'! I tink really must check my eyes again!! Hmm maybe i go tml after road run.

Ok i've decided to go 4 road run! (Actually ashamedly decided 2 sec earlier)

HOW TO DO CHEM?! Redox really kills me.. today sooo embarassing summore.. the teacher gave us examples to draw the bonding of SO4 ion den i was asked to draw the S2O3 ion.. den summore she kept hinting it's similar.. but i made a HUGE mistake..

Another subject that i find a chore is Econs.. I've heard so many ppl saying that it's actually fun.. at least more fun in year 2, and that it is a requirement 4 Business courses in uni (or not?).. but i can't take it lorr.. got 23/35 for the test ytd.. sad coz i noe cher super duper extra lenient.. so now still tinking if geog or hist.. to let down Mr Lee or Mr Ba..

Haiya i go sleep le i got spliting headache since morning.. bai bai~

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:23 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

My JAE selections was done quite a few days ago. Guess what i've chose as 1st choice?

ISN'T THAT A SURPRISE?

Well.. after choosing i suddenly have a weird tot: or shud i give a shot to njc?
But it din take me long to shug off that thought because of several reasons:
1) I love the school's culture! The seniors are warm and friendly and they certainly started the orientation with a big bang and ended it in a v high mood! I admit i was shy(due to being seperated from other frens) but i did get to know more ppl in the OG.. we were sooo good that for the next week i kept thinking some CG 09/06 ppl were in my class! But i really xian mu them.. they were all v close bonded now and are all v enthu ppl..
2) I WANT TO B AN OGL! ytd the posting was out.. for a mere hour or so.. actually was waiting 4 bus at the bus-stop in front of school when i met shaun and he said he posting was out! Den i knew i have to rush back to c the list.. there are 'bout 6 or 7 ppl im my class that got in i tink.. and I'M ONE OF THEM!! However the listing is soon down.. i noe of many ppl who want to c the posting.. i hope it will b out again soon.
3) I like my new frens! There's See Hui who's lame, Wan Chen that's cute, Sarah that's understanding (and clumsy.. lol), Simin who's sporty, Brenda who's girly, Shaun that has alot of da dao li, Felicia that looks cool but is really nice.. however if i change a combi i may not b in the same class as them.. I DUN WAN TO CHANGE CLASS!! I ALSO WANT TO STAY IN ALPHA!!
4) I haven't met my reallyy nice angel:) she always say she's square.. but i tink she's a really nice person.. the only clues i've got is she got in thru DSA and is in table tennis now.. oh and she's quite fair (as in the skin colour). Summore we've got really similar likes! We both like manga alot! perhaps the difference is she likes action-packed manga(i guess shounen manga would suit her^^) and i simply adore the cute romantic kind (shoujo!).
5) I would miss more frens. Now already miss Cheryl like crazy le (she neba miss me 1.. sob sob), if i transfer school i will miss hui ting and gt like mad!! Summore huitian may be coming to tj to take MEP.. and if i'm not wrong jibin and some others are choosing tj too! Hope they'll have fun here!
6) It will probably take me more time to adapt to other schools..
7) If i transfer out, i will miss the green, the mushroom, the SC ppl, the choir seniors (esp Regina!), the marquee, the library, the round tables(as much as i hate them now), the school song, the always zou ying command during morning assembly, the cutely funny short plays that were acted out by the sc ppl during assembly..
8) With this kind of cut-off, where can i possibly go?
9) I feel proud wearing the dirty green uniform! (discovered today)

So with these stupid reasons i chose the JC with the most ancient building (but well maintained) as my 1st choice.. and my next 2 were nyjc science and mjc science.. wish me luck!

So with nyjc as next choice, i tink next week i will ask my frens to pon school to crash ny wif me, but haven looked 4 a host or confirmed the time. When i told my frens i feel like crashing nyjc wearing tjc uniform, they all tot i was insane.. but y was it insane when huijuan could come in to tj on valentines and scribble 'Once a saint, always a saint' on the ground? lol..

Road run is just around the corner.. as well as physics and maths test! My 2 most worried subject! ytd Raimi and Nicholas was crapping in the hall when Ben Tay came in and called out to fellow Alpha warriors to b road officials.. den he stood there for so long but not one go and sign up.. he look so dejected.. i feel can kui.. but that day really dun feel like signing up coz little ppl in my class sign up..

So since i will not b going 4 road run (opps!) i tink maybe i will go with Sarah and Wan Chen to Kbox.. but after that we may go to library to revise Maths and Physics.. i hope they are better than me.. coz i CATCH NO BALL during lectures! these 2 kinds of lecture (esp maths!) are the two i m most prone to sleep in (ok.. i TRIED to keep awake.. maybe its just the lecturers have too enchanting a voice!)

Ok better start doing homework! tml there's CHOIR! Tiring..

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4:10 PM

--I'm sorry.
I noticed i can't do anything right.
The truth was told.
The damage was inflicted..
The <3 was hurt.
I'm so insensitive.
Although some ppl once guessed it and told me and i secretly tot: 'maybe'
Plus all the years in a girls' school din help at all.
I'm actually a little scared of the opposite gender.
I'll get really nervous if a guy come close to me.
Last time I don't dare to look into their eyes when i talk to them.
Now i m probably still liddet.
Ok i m still liddet.
Don't ever think the failure is due to you.
It's me.
I can't really tink of my future.
I don't want to tink of my future.
I'm only 16.
16++.
But somehow i feel old.
But even more i feel young.
Immature.
When will i grow out of this?
I really want to know.
I hope you won't blame me.
I don't want myself to regret.
I don't want both of us to regret.
Because someday you'll discover all the flaws in me.
Not good in communication.
Shy.
Too ambitious.
Wild.
Clumsy.
Slow.
My contradicting personalities.
I hope we can b frens just like in the past.
When i told you my troubles, then you would find ways to cheer me up.
That's probably v selfish of me.
I noe from now you'll hate me.
But i want you to noe dat you'll always have an important space in my heart.
Just not that 'special' space for HIM.
Perhaps when i finally grow up, then i'll realise who's the other person at the other end of the world, waiting for me patiently. My Destinated 1.
And at that time, i hope it'll b you.--

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:44 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Hai..As CNY comes to an end, i'd like to upload a few photos:

New Year's Eve

This is probably taken when i was testing the digicam. It's obviously(or not) a TJC badge.

Another shot of tj badge. This 1, i personally feel, was better taken (hey! good considering my photographic skills!)

Since i took a picture, y stop? Ppl probably wonder how (or what) is upii.. den here it is!

Upii in comparison to Upaa

Upii in comparison to Upaa-shot 2

Here's another comparison: my usual drinking cup n the 1 i use to drink tea with during CNY.

The table filled with new year goodies before stock was replenished.. O.o

Starting to eat new year goodies.. the peeling of pomelo..

Day 1

A rare snapshot taken before my relatives arrive.. my bro catching a wink before others come. My personal favourite.

My relatives came.. y is it that my mum and aunt would wear the same colour shirt every year?

My father preparing steamboat. (P.S what am i doing?)

The 3 pillars of my family.

The 'protagonist' of the steamboat everyone was looking 4ward to.. (?)

My overjoyed cousin on seeing the dish.

Everyone waiting anxiously waiting 4 the food to be cooked. (Esp my cousin! lol..)

The delicious soup i crave for every time we have steamboat! Yummy!

Day 2

We went to my aunt's hse to visit them. I wondered what my cousin did to this poor creature..

Bobo! (that's what my bro named it)

Who noes girls like batman? A pic my bro took wif the pillow.

A photo my bro requested to be put online. Zi Lian Kuang

Another steamboat! This 1 at my aunt's hse.

My bro taking a photo of me taking him. My cousin figuring out how to use the new digicam.

Family photo!

At Night, we went to c the 'Chun Dao He Pan'. This is the gate at the entrance.

This is a statue that represents the snake of the zodiac. This is the green snake.. but i 4got its story le..

Fortune of 'snakes' next year.

Fortune of 'horses' next year. (request from my bro)

Due to time constrains, i could only upload these number of photos.
Update: the last count ang bao $ done at 10.21 pm recorded $162 (including the $46 spent on blah blah items..:( )

So before Chi new year ends, i hope everyone had a wonderful chi new yr.. :)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:57 PM

This is another of his mv: Jin Hua Lun.. Have Fun!

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:52 PM

Hey! Look what i've found!

Erm.. the song is quite nice! But what i really like about this is its MV.. The mood is really there! So.. enjoy!

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

7:19 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Received my results le.. i confirm will stay in tjc le.. got 10.. but not glad..

Breakdown:
English Language: B3 (erm.. kinda guessed that..)
Combined Humanities (aka SS/Hist): A2 (<- ?! how was that possible? Arigato! Ba-san!)
Geography: A1 (Thx Mr. Lee for the 4yrs uu taught me!)
Mathematics: A1 (Most ppl get distinction so no big deal too. But thx Miss Lam!)
Aditional Mathematics: A2 (as expected)
Physics: A2 (Thank god! I tot i'll get C5!)
Chemistry: A2 (Sorry Elim i let uu down.. it was supposed to b my strongest subject.. No face to c u.. den avoid uu in the hall too..)
Higher Chinese: B3 (so its really 2 Grades down from Chinese grade.. lol..)
_+_
Chinese Language: A1 (all credits to Li Lao Shi!)

So it gives me an L1R5 of 10.. viola! After 4 pts deducted it's a 6.. that's great/ok 4 many but not really 4 me.. although i kinda anticipated it i still feel sad.. perhaps i noe its the result of slacking near the big 'o'..

Congrats to those who managed to do _it_! especially cheryl and xinyi.. and hope uu can jiayou and do ur best in your dream insitute.. and dun forget to treat me! lol..

I'm glad most of the ppl i asked 4 their results are realllyy happy of their results.. Esp Sarah.. i hope she'll b able to really decide which institution (regardless of whether its poly/jc) she wants to go to and which subject(s) she'll b taking and we'll really keep in touch.. but of coz i hope she'll stay in tj.. but i find myself selfish saying that.. like i keep persuading cheryl to come to tj.. its all because i really like the school doesn't mean she'll b happy in it.. but now with a raw score of 7 i'm sure she'll b staying in vj.. i'm proud of her! She's MY SUN NU u noe!!

Anyway, with this results i noe i'll have to really work super super super super hard for the 'A'.. hai.. :(

Ytd i told my parents my results and they were quite glad (shows their low expectations of me:( ). Den my bro kept telling me 10 is quite good already.. but for him he'll get 8 in his year(?! isn't that conforting!), but i hope he'll really keep his promise.. den perhaps he could b in the same school as me (shud b tj! yeah!) or go to better institutions (eg. nj, vj).. but actually my parents are more keen to send him to poly.. coz they all think he's more of a hands-on kind of person, which i kinda agree (no! I want him in tj coz we had never been in the same school except when in kindergarden!!). So he's quite confused as to what to choose too..

Ytd i ponned Japanese lessons again.. the cher is not v glad.. but couldn't care bout it.. no mood.. so at night i 'yue' cheryl to go out and gai gai.. budden it was quite a weird decision to choose Kovan as the shops all close at 9+ (when we met at 8+).. in the end we went to a shop that sells cheap stickers and she bought 50 pieces of it (notice it's NOT 50 stickers BUT 50 sheets of paper with ard 20+ stickers each).. she's using it to pian xiao hai zi.. haha.. den she wanted to buy pencils too.. budden i ask her not to buy coz i have a truckload of pencils.. den passing the pencils to her most prob on mon..

Oh yarr! She treated me to bubble tea too! Then that day she also bought the veejay collar pin for me.. when i was about to pay her she said she'll give me.. (yay i saved $1+! Really poor now~) den ltr she added: "but since i wore the badge b4 it's worth 100$.." *sweatdrops* Anyway thx! :) It really made my day! I tink after meeting up with her i felt better..

So 2 free badges! Both on the same day summore!(the other 1 is the nyjc badge) Thx Yu Xuan!!:)

Starting to sound cheapskate, yarr? Better stop den.. must start looking at JAE info booklet le.. so cya next time!

(P.S when will posting b out?! I want to buy teejay's dirty green uniform!)

[As long as you laughed, it didn't matter
How many times things were repeated.
When did I start...
Thinking these sorts of silly things

When...]

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:50 AM

Friday, February 10, 2006

Today's the big day!

i've been wanting to update so many days ago, but due to many 'unforeseen circumstances' i only managed to do so today. My com is currently infected with alot alot alot alot of spyware.. which is why i can only blog in the morning (using my dad's com)..

Ytd me, Sarah, Brenda, Shaun, Felicia, Simin went to bugis.. not to shopping but to go bai bai at the famous temple. I noe it's a crazy idea and last minute praying probably won't help but i still wan to give myself some form of self-assurance.. Anyway we took neoprints AGAIN today.. after taking it a few days ago.. Hai scanner broke down if not alot of photos to upload..

Sry for leaving early too.. Sarah accompanied me to take mrt coz we are both taking NEL.. I kinda like her.. she's a very nice person to talk to and i can tell her some of my xin shi without having a barrier.. i really hope she'll get <10 and continue to stay in tj..

And thx wj for going wif me to get my file!:)

Sry huiting i din keep my promise not to pon today's lesson.. i kinda overslept..

I want to take this chance to thank all those who made my stay in tj so enjoyable, esp the OGLs and my frens in CG13/06..

Here are several photos that are memories of mine:

This is the posting for PAE.. hope its liddet 4 JAE too..

This is the class and subject combi i'm having.. hope this remains the same too..

I noe this is probably v v v v v v blur to you.. but this is CG13/06!

Another photo of 13/06(part of it thou) taken during our new year 'tuan yuan fan'..

No matter what happens, 13/06 will be remembered my us all..

I still want to stay in tj and b an OGL! (that is, IF i pass the interview and IF i can stay on:( )

Finally, i want to wish all peeps our there getting their results today good luck!

(P.S sry for my disorganised post i'm starting to feel the pressure now!)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:10 AM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

SO WHEN WILL THE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS BE OUT??!!

Ahem.. sry for my complaining.. but i've grew tired of waiting.. at first we tot it was monday.. den now definately not monday but it's for sure next week.. i'm really scared that my results would not enable me to stay in tjc.. i've really became attached to the school.. don't want to leave and have to xi guan another place.. but i have a very baaadd feeling that i will not get what i desire (it always happens~) so not placing too much hopes..

Btw tml all year 1s will have their morning assembly in the auditorium.. i wonder what they intend to tell us.. but my best guess(?) is that it is regarding the release of 'O' level results or to persuade us to stay in tj.. coz other years ppl that went into tj chose a better school in the same area as their 1st choice (i.e. vj) but could not make it so they got admitted into tj.. so after results release they went into other schools.. but this year i don't really think alot of people are thinking of transfering out.. all thx to the warmness of the seniors and the immense fun we had from the orientation.. :)

But.. but if i can't make it? i tink i will cry.. thou i neba wanted to sry in front of my classmates.. make me look like a crybaby.. but my next choice will b nyjc.. i hope its not too boring/mugging/slacking.. but if really can't even go to ny.. den most prob is poly.. but what can i study? all those that chose a science course there are reallyy smart ppl.. so most likely.. i dunno.. but if i go poly i would take nursing or something to do with science (but i doubt i can b a nurse.. so clumsy :( )

i don't want to think of my future anymore.. always gives me headaches.. they all seemed so distant but so near.. i feel unsecure when i tink of my future.. would i b able to get a job and support my parent(s)? would my father still stay with us when i graduate from whatever school? would my brother survive the tough NS and become a REAL man? would he b able to graduate and find a good job? would life continue as per normal? would my grandmother live on to see me and my brother have our own family?(wow that's REAL far!)

BUT before i can get my 'O' result, i'll have to live thru my CHEM test.. hai.. its CONFIRMED on mon liao.. den my ECONS test is next week too.. but dunno which day.. den i still got a pile of homework as high as Mount Everest.. that day Hui Ting asked me a question:
"why are uu always so busy with hmwk and activities but i always have time to relax?"
i went home to reflect and found that there are only a few reasons:
1) i always daydream/sleep when doing homework
2) i m very slow when doing homework
3) i m a perfectionist (?)
4) i have to 2 person's hmwk (me+all tough sums from my bro)
5) TV programmes at night are always more interesting :)
6) i always doze off during lessons so i dun understand what's taught in lessons and at home i have to take extra time to revise and abosrb what is taught
7) (applies only to this year) i m addicted to tjc forum >.<

Hai~ the 'hardworking' me better start mugging now.. cya~

(P.S When is Furuba Volume 19 coming out! The pic below is Kakeru Manabe, Vice-chairperson of the Student Council.. for those who, like me, wait until v impatient le!)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:05 AM