Sunday, February 05, 2006
SO WHEN WILL THE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS BE OUT??!!
Ahem.. sry for my complaining.. but i've grew tired of waiting.. at first we tot it was monday.. den now definately not monday but it's for sure next week.. i'm really scared that my results would not enable me to stay in tjc.. i've really became attached to the school.. don't want to leave and have to xi guan another place.. but i have a very baaadd feeling that i will not get what i desire (it always happens~) so not placing too much hopes..
Btw tml all year 1s will have their morning assembly in the auditorium.. i wonder what they intend to tell us.. but my best guess(?) is that it is regarding the release of 'O' level results or to persuade us to stay in tj.. coz other years ppl that went into tj chose a better school in the same area as their 1st choice (i.e. vj) but could not make it so they got admitted into tj.. so after results release they went into other schools.. but this year i don't really think alot of people are thinking of transfering out.. all thx to the warmness of the seniors and the immense fun we had from the orientation.. :)
But.. but if i can't make it? i tink i will cry.. thou i neba wanted to sry in front of my classmates.. make me look like a crybaby.. but my next choice will b nyjc.. i hope its not too boring/mugging/slacking.. but if really can't even go to ny.. den most prob is poly.. but what can i study? all those that chose a science course there are reallyy smart ppl.. so most likely.. i dunno.. but if i go poly i would take nursing or something to do with science (but i doubt i can b a nurse.. so clumsy :( )
i don't want to think of my future anymore.. always gives me headaches.. they all seemed so distant but so near.. i feel unsecure when i tink of my future.. would i b able to get a job and support my parent(s)? would my father still stay with us when i graduate from whatever school? would my brother survive the tough NS and become a REAL man? would he b able to graduate and find a good job? would life continue as per normal? would my grandmother live on to see me and my brother have our own family?(wow that's REAL far!)
BUT before i can get my 'O' result, i'll have to live thru my CHEM test.. hai.. its CONFIRMED on mon liao.. den my ECONS test is next week too.. but dunno which day.. den i still got a pile of homework as high as Mount Everest.. that day Hui Ting asked me a question:
"why are uu always so busy with hmwk and activities but i always have time to relax?"
i went home to reflect and found that there are only a few reasons:
1) i always daydream/sleep when doing homework
2) i m very slow when doing homework
3) i m a perfectionist (?)
4) i have to 2 person's hmwk (me+all tough sums from my bro)
5) TV programmes at night are always more interesting :)
6) i always doze off during lessons so i dun understand what's taught in lessons and at home i have to take extra time to revise and abosrb what is taught
7) (applies only to this year) i m addicted to tjc forum >.<
Hai~ the 'hardworking' me better start mugging now.. cya~
(P.S When is Furuba Volume 19 coming out! The pic below is Kakeru Manabe, Vice-chairperson of the Student Council.. for those who, like me, wait until v impatient le!)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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