Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Hai today is a depressing day for me... i guess too little work in the clinic today really affects my mood...
I dunno if its the gemini's sharp mind or hallucination but more and more i realise that ppl tend to make friends with each other when they are in the same situation or when they have no serious competition with you... but once you seem to be in a better situation than them the 1st thing they do is not to congratulate you but to stay away from you or to badmouth you... So maybe that's why my gemini mind chose to oppose its instinct and stay alone than to be friends with such ppl... thou i may not argue with you or show any signs but i do know what's happening... So one day if you chose to leave my life i would definately give you my best wishes and i'll choose not to rmb that part of you that once hurt me so much... i hope that next time if you see me on the road you'll still acknowledge me as your friend... Coz i really tot of you as my friend too...
Maybe its only this time that i'll know how impt
you were to me... :'
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:35 PM